frantically streching my wings

It seems as if my world is in fast forward. There was an extreme drama over an audition video that I feel so so about. There was a clown workshop, and love, and feeling as if love is moving too fast. I attended Jew brunch on Saturday and got baptized this morning. I'm not joking, I got baptized this morning (yes fully submerged). I lost and found my cell phone and got a smart phone for $45 in the process. I also got cast in a play that might be brilliant or terrible depending on if it's meant to be absurd or not, sometimes I feel as if my life is absurd. But, through it all I'm healing, I'm mean really healing, physically, mentally, and spiritually. I had a revelation through many sources that I've judged myself too harshly in the past few months. I am growing stronger and more confident. In the last 48 hours more than ever before, I feel as if I'm coming into my own. I never even realized it but my wings have been curled up all this while, but now, I'm ready to fly.